It is perhaps no accident that the title of John Gamel’s memoir-in-essays, The Man Who Lived in an Eggcup (Bascom Hill, $14.95), echoes the book it resembles, “The Man Who Mistook His Wife for a Hat,” by Oliver Sacks. Like Sacks, Gamel, a retired ophthalmologist in Louisville, Ky., uses medical cases to illuminate the human condition. Gamel’s purpose, though, is not to puzzle out baffling diseases or explain medical advances, but to lay bare the complex emotional terrain of the doctor-patient relationship. In the 17 essays in this collection, many of which have appeared in literary magazines, he offers an array of anecdotes from his medical training. Each one reveals as much about his frailties as it does his patients’. Not every essay is a gem, but many are as dramatic as an episode of “House” and as eloquent and heartrending as any in the growing body of literature produced by doctors.
In “Spinal Beauty,” for example, Gamel tells the story of Cathy, “a girl with a twisted torso, her sternum thrust up like the prow of a ship beneath her flannel gown.” Blighted with a severe form of scoliosis, Cathy is slowly being asphyxiated by her own spine. Gamel is drawn to her: “Her vulnerability, her desperate needs . . . weighed upon my shoulders like the cloak of a king. I sheltered her. I sustained her. This was what I lived for.” It is not revealing too much to say that he eventually realizes the folly of his savior complex. But his epiphany — like many in this collection — is hard-won and gracefully rendered. “Those green eyes held no secrets for me, no craving to be understood,” he writes. “She didn’t want someone to stroke her brow or balm her soul. No, she wanted a surgeon . . . who could fix her body.”























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