I am just tired of the wave of disapprovals from my parents. Whenever I find something I truly want to pursue, they somehow get in the way, and I give up in fear of losing something bigger or making the situation worse.
Is there a way to deal with this complex of mine? I’ve tried communicating my sentiments before, but they always dismiss them as excuses, which is really frustrating. I really think they just need to chill it a bit.
— Tired of Disapproval
I do, too, but wanting it won’t make it so.
Your parents are responsible for their decision to criticize, but the criticism-avoidance strategy is your decision; therefore, that’s what you can change.
By your account, your coping mechanism is to “give up in fear of . . . making the situation worse,” or to carry on without telling your parents how you feel lest you “make the situation worse.”
Perhaps it’s time to make the situation worse.
Or, more precisely, to square your shoulders against your guiding fear, that wave of disapproval. First, accept that it’s probably coming anyway, no matter what you do.
Then, consider that the consequences of standing up to your parents might be an improvement on the consequences of not standing up to them — also known as “the life you’re living now,” where you let opportunities pass you by, swallow your feelings and await approval that never comes. You’re clearly not happy with that.
It also sounds as if you have dabbled in standing up to them, so you know boldness won’t solve anything in itself.
But your experience is telling you, too, that you need a different approach to standing up to them. Your parents think they know what’s right for you, and you think you know what’s right . . . right? So in the past you’ve argued the merits of your choices: “The pay will get better,” “I can accomplish many things,” etc.
Yet any argument on that point is unwinnable, because neither party will know what was right until after the decision plays out — years after, sometimes. And since you can’t know, the party with the greatest sense of false certainty usually wins by stubborn default. Your parents, in this case.
That’s why I suggest you grant them all of that “right” territory without argument, and embrace the value in being wrong. “You think this job’s a mistake, I know, and you’re probably right. But if you are, I’ll get a great education — and if you’re wrong, I’ll have a great job.”
That will preempt some of their yammering; decide upfront to withstand and outlast the rest.
After all, they’ve proven they’ll badger you no matter what, so what you’re really wrestling with is fear that they’ll have been right. So, last step: Rewrite your definition of “good choice” as one that (1) stems from good intentions and (2) allows you to exercise and inform your own judgment. Period. No matter how it turns out. That way, even the missteps will go your way, whether your parents do or not.
Hi, Carolyn: A few months after the wedding, we’re coming to our first dilemma as a married couple. We have not spent all the gift cards we received, although we have happily furnished our new place. May we use these gift cards to buy gifts for our friends?
I know it’s not exactly re-gifting, but it feels tacky to use a gift to buy something for someone else!
My husband points out our guests would like us use the value, but it doesn’t matter how.
— Won’t Invite Such Generous Guests to My Next Wedding
Dilemma. You’re funny.
Philosophically, I agree with your husband, but your marriage needs you both to be happy. So, why not transcend materialism and donate the cards?
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