Alice is a GS 2 clerk typist in her early 30s. She works hard and supports her two young children by herself. Sometimes, out of the blue, she hears voices telling her to harm herself or the children. When she hears them, she runs into her clothes closet where she hides from their evil commands.

Without insurance subsidized psychiatric care, she would have to be hospitalized, but with the help of outpatient services, she can continue to work and stay at home where she can take care of her family herself.

Roger would be so depressed some mornings he couldn't get out of bed. For close to 10 years he tried masking his unhappiness with alcohol, which led to his discharge from the military where he had planned a career.

Insurance coverage at his new civil service job, however, allowed him to receive psychiatric help outside of a hospital. He has since sobered up, married, begun a family, and no longer needs regular counseling.

For about 15 years, federal employes or dependents covered by Blue Cross/Blue Shield have been able to get help for emotional stress under the same payment terms as any other illness. Beginning Jan. 1, 1981, however, subscribers to Blue Cross will receive 10 percent less in reimbursements when they take advantage of mental health benefits.

On the same date, premium rates for all subscribers will rise 16 percent, and the annual deductible for supplemental benefits, which includes outpatient counseling, will jump to $150, an increase of 50 percent.

Negotiators of the new plan are defending the change as a way to finance much desired improvements in the coverage of dental care, but some local psychiatrists see the move as a form of discrimination against the mentally ill. Dr. John J. McGrath, for one, is incensed.

"They did not do it because the cost of covering psychiatric illness is rising," he said. "Over the last 10 years, out of every buck Blue Cross/Blue Shield spent, they paid seven cents for psychiatry. There's been no fraud, no ripoff. There's been extensive peer review.

"They're doing it because they want to make the plan more marketable," he added. "Mental illness is very expensive to get; that's why you get insurance.As you know, the mentally ill are already stigmatized, they want privacy, they don't talk out, they don't organize. And the unspoken message is we can take it out on the mentally ill because we can get away with it."

Spokesman for both Blue Cross and the Office of Personnel Management, which negotiates on behalf of federal workers, agree that the plan was redesigned to finance dental services. But, they say, they did not intend to burden mental patients unfairly, either financially or psychologically.

"I really don't know what to say," said William Gilfillan, a contract compliance examiner with the Office of Personnel Management. "For the last several years we've been unable to add on or improve benefits because of increases in the premium, and for the last several years employes have requested dental coverage. So, it's a trade-off for actually a small group of people for many more people who will use the services."

Of the three million federal employes nationwide, about half choose Blue Cross every year. Blue Cross is even more popular in the Washington area, the 700,000 local subscribers comprising more than 10 times the number enrolled with their closes competitor, Aetna Life and Casualty. Blue Cross subscribers have received the most liberal benefits from any government-wide program available for mental and nervous disorders since Aetna lowered the amount of its reimibursement a few years ago.

Federal employes who elect Blue Cross/Blue Shield either choose high or low option coverage. Most choose high option which offers more coverage at greater cost. Under high option coverage, subscribers pay $26.87 biweekly, which will rise to $30.50 on Jan. 1. Under the present plan, a patient sees the doctor of his choice, submits the claim, and after payment of the first $100 gets back 80 percent under high option, regardless of the illness. As of Jan. 1, high option subscribers will get back only 70 percent after payment of the first $150, and low option subscribers will receive only 60 percent.

Ray Freson, public relations manager for the Blue Cross/Blue Shield metropolitan Washington office said, "The magnitude of the cutback wasn't that great; it wasn't a crippling reduction, and there's still more covered under Blue Cross than any other program." Besides he added, "My impression is that the more sophisticated people tend to use the care rather than the lower middle class people."

According to the Washington Psychiatric Society, the average cost of one hour of individual counseling locally is $50, with the severely overburdened Area Mental Health Centers offering the cheapest care at $37 per hour. Under the new plan, the cost to the patient will rise from $12 to $18 per visit. Doctors expect the change to significantly dampen the willingness of their patients to seek longterm treatment, which may require from one to three visits a week at the outset.

Doctors also feel that the new plan unfairly penalizes patients for seeking outpatient care. Hospitalization benefits will remain the same, and coverage for inpatient treatment for alcoholism has been increased from three to 28 days.

"This drives people to hospitals," McGrath said, can the whole effort of the (psychiatric) profession in . . . recent years has been toward deinstitutionalization, of keeping people with their families."

Finally, the primary users of the mental health services among federal employes tend to be workers among the lowest five grade classifications, for whom the cost increase will be the most devastating. A study first published in May 1979, revised in March, and directed by Dr. Steven Sharfstein of the National Institute of Mental Health, demonstrated that workers in the lowest five grade levels use the insurance for mental health benefits more frequently and for more costly services than do any other category of upper level employes.

Moreover, the study found, lower grade workers tend to use the benefits when they are ill themselves, whereas the dependents of upper grade workers use the benefits more frequently than the policy holder. Thus, hospitalization in lieu of affordable outpatient care affects the lower income federal worker's entire family, since the beneficiary is most often the wage earner. The worker's ability to stay in the labor force may depend on the availability of outpatient care.

"What is startling, you know, is that this is the federal government," McGrath said. "And Rosalyn Carter is the most effective champion for the mentally ill we've ever had anywhere near the White House, and here is the federal government discriminating against the mentally ill."