A spicy scent greets customers before any salesperson at the Botanica Boricua in Arlington. Once you’re a few steps inside, there is an immediate awareness of eyes — all around the room. Statues, of all sizes and degrees of life-likeness, stare from shelves, beckoning to be bought.
But lately, customers have made another item, a candle, a bestseller.
For $10, the candle that bears the name “San Miguel” promises to provide Latino immigrants with what this country has increasingly stripped away from them and their families: a sense of protection.
On it, the archangel Saint Michael stands with his white wings extended, a sword in one hand and a foot pressed against the back of a black-winged angel. It is a picture of good triumphing over evil. And for many Latino Catholics — at a time when the country has separated thousands of immigrant children from their parents, announced that it is limiting who can seek asylum and kicked out immigrants who have long lived in the United States— setting that wick aflame provides a desperately needed degree of comfort.
It is a reminder that despite the authority President Trump wields, he does not hold all the power.
On Wednesday, after international outcry over images of wailing toddlers and brown-skinned children in chain-link cages, Trump announced that he was putting an end to family separations at the border. But before that moment, his administration adamantly defended its “zero tolerance” policy that calls for prosecuting all illegal border crossings and has led to more than 2,300 children being pulled from family members. It even used a controversial Bible verse to justify it.
But you know who else reads the Bible? People who are from the same heavily Catholic Central and South American countries as those children.
At the gift shop in St. Anthony of Padua Catholic Church in Falls Church, holy water sits on a counter in front of the cash register. Statues of saints, including several depicting Jesus cradled in Mary’s arms, occupy shelves on each side of the room. And Bibles, in different sizes, colors and literacy levels, fill a bookshelf. They are one of the store’s top sellers.
“The Hispanic community, they’re big on buying our Bibles,” said Lendy Hernandez, who runs the shop and is from El Salvador. “Yesterday, a guy bought seven Bibles.”
Father Matthew Zuberbueler, who is called “Padre Z” by the church’s many Latino parishioners, said it is hard to know if immigration worries are causing more people to come to St. Anthony’s because the church has long seen a steady stream of people come through its doors throughout the day.
“The people here have always had serious needs,” Zuberbueler said. “It’s not new to them to have a struggle.”
They come knowing, he said, “when there is nowhere else to turn, you can always turn to God.”
Many parishioners who come during the day walk straight to a statue and pray quietly, he said. Some leave behind handwritten notes. When the church displayed a relic of Saint Anthony — a bone — in a glass case earlier this month, people lined up to kiss it.
For nonbelievers, candles and statues may seem silly vessels for hope, especially when the stakes are so high.
I used to think so, too.
As a child, I attended Catholic school, and later, after I entered public school, I still had to spend Sunday mornings in a classroom at my church. But even as I memorized the required prayers, I didn’t see the point in asking Saint Jude for help with a lost cause or lighting a giant candle for a sick family member.
Then I had children. And in those moments when I would have done anything to protect them, but knew that I could only control so much, my grandmother always lit a candle for them. She did it for my aunts, uncles, cousins and siblings as well. My grandmother died two years ago, and while our family still feels much emptier without her, her candle remains in her home and is lit when anyone needs it.
The comfort that small act provides goes beyond religion. It is why people put out social media requests asking for good vibes and set up funds for donations. There is an assurance in knowing that even after we have done all we can, we have one last option: We can ask for help.
That’s how we need to see these candles, which are selling at higher rates across the country, according to the company that makes them. We need to see them as smoke signals carrying an SOS that shouldn’t be ignored.
Even if family separations end, the administration's closed-fist approach to new immigrants will not, and questions remain about what will become of the children who have already been separated and those who will cross in the future.
The country’s immigration system is obviously broken, but this is not the way to repair it or to get a wall built. Among the children who have been placed in shelters, some are young enough to still need diapers, and one was a 10-year-old Mexican girl with Down syndrome whose father is a legal U.S. resident. Laura Bush, erasing political lines over Father’s Day weekend, called the policy “cruel” and “immoral.”
But the truth is that even before the policy was put into place, immigrants were already feeling more fearful. Men and women with deep roots and no criminal records were finding themselves more vulnerable to deportation under the current administration. In the Washington region, that has caused people to fear immigration check-ins that were previously routine and families to create plans for children who might come home to find their parents gone.
It has also caused immigrants to march, stand together and, yes, pray.
“They pray, pray, pray and they believe they will get answers,” said Alejandro Tangarife, whose family owns the California-based company that provides the candles to Botanica Boricua and similar stores across the country. Sales of candles specific to immigration have gone up amid the policy changes, he said. “People tend to go with the saints that help during very difficult times, and Saint Michael is one of those.”
Tangarife, whose family is originally from Colombia, said that what is occurring in the country is “hard to see.”
“I cant imagine going through that,” he said. “It shouldn’t happen that way.”
On a shelf below the San Miguel candle sits one that is not among the Botanica’s bestsellers but is one maybe we should light collectively as a country. It speaks to how we reached these depths and why not everyone is bothered by the damage we have done to these children. On the candle is a red-eyed monster and the Spanish word for what its flame promises to ward off: odio.