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It’s official. Brazil will play on in the knockout rounds of the Copa America this week without Neymar. The team’s star player and captain was handed a four-match suspension after he apparently head-butted his Colombian opponent in the team’s second group-stage game. Brazil had the chance to appeal, but decided not to on Sunday after a Neymar-less team went on to win the group.

Neymar was shown smiling in the audience as he watched Brazil beat Venezuela, 2-1, to claim the top spot in Group C — arguably the toughest group in the competition. Being there but unable to help his team proved a lot more emotional.

On Monday, Neymar left the team’s training camp in Chile, noting in a heartfelt essay posted to Instagram that remaining there was offering him “no joy.

“Regardless of where I’ll be from now on, I’ll always follow Brazil, rooting for the success of my teammates, but staying here training is killing me inside,”  he wrote in a long caption accompanying a photo of him with his team. “It’s awful to train without preparing for something and this could lead to an accidental injury which would make it even more difficult.”

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Aguardei com muita fé e esperança até este momento pela possibilidade de ainda poder atuar pela Seleção Brasileira nesta Copa América. Infelizmente não será mesmo possível. Sei que a minha presença no grupo é importante, assim como a de cada um dos demais jogadores que, mais do que nunca, devem estar com seus pensamentos totalmente voltados para as próximas partidas que temos pela frente. Nunca me furtei da responsabilidade de ser um dos líderes do grupo e como capitão sempre me entrego em busca de vitórias e tomando decisões, sejam elas erradas ou certas. E este é um momento de decisão. Independentemente de onde estarei a partir de agora, acompanharei sempre a seleção, torcendo pelo sucesso dos meus companheiros, mas ficar aqui apenas treinando é me matar por dentro… Sem alegria nenhuma….É muito ruim treinar sem me preparar para algo e essa situação pode me levar a uma lesão acidental o que tornaria tudo ainda mais difícil. Precisava externar esse sentimento ao grupo e a comissão técnica que sempre me apoiaram. Ficar aqui poderia trazer para um ambiente de "CONCENTRAÇÃO" assuntos que tirariam o foco do principal objetivo da Seleção. Peço perdão aos meus companheiros, por ter me permitido estar nessa situação mas tenho certeza que saio com mais um aprendizado em minha carreira. Boa sorte Brasil !!

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Neymar said, while he strives to be a leader, he thought his presence in Chile would only be a distraction that “would take the focus away from the main purpose of Brazil.”

Neymar, who had previously blamed “weak refereeing” for his ejection, stopped short of offering a full apology for his behavior, but he did finally seem to accept some responsibility for the outcome.

“I apologize to my colleagues for putting myself in this situation, but I’m sure this was an important learning curve in my career.”

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Since arriving back in Brazil, Neymar has been spending time with family, including his young son and his mother.

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Minha vida ❤️

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The rest of Team Brazil, meanwhile, is preparing to meet Paraguay on Saturday. The match is scheduled for 5:30 p.m. EDT on beIN Sports.