“I would cook for him, shower him, I would turn off the lights for him, then close the door and I would just sit in my car and cry,” Pauly, 31, told The Washington Post. “I felt so alone.”
From that experience came a new group called WAGS of SCI: Wives and Girlfriends of Spinal Cord Injury.
The name is a variation of popular reality TV shows. WAGS is an acronym that usually refers to the wives and girlfriends of professional athletes. For years, networks such as E! and VH1 have made entire franchises off the extraordinary and glitzy lives of WAGS, who bond over luxury vacations, live in mansions and stand by their millionaire athletic partners.
But Pauly and her friend Brooke Pagé have started to change the meaning of WAGS, highlighting a different kind of sisterhood that’s anything but glitzy, dedicated to making other women in their situations feel supported.
It started when Pauly used the hashtags #quadwife and #spinalcord while posting pictures of her and Dan on Instagram.
In March 2017, Pagé, 32, discovered Pauly while scrolling on her search feed. Pauly’s story resonated all too well.
On May 28, 2014, Pagé’s husband, Evan, then a construction site superintendent, was at a job helping to build a new school in West Vancouver. That’s when 3,500 pounds of unsecured wood flooring fell on his head, smashing his helmet and leaving him paralyzed.
“It was a total freak accident,” Pagé said of her 30-year-old husband.
After discovering each other on Instagram and learning that they lived just two blocks apart in Vancouver, Pauly and Pagé would get together for yoga and coffee. But their meet-ups were much different from the way other girlfriends would hang out.
They would talk about bowel and bladder accidents, disability services in their area, medications and what to do if their partners fell out of a wheelchair.
“Just being able to relate to somebody in your shoes is just really hard to find,” Pagé said. “We never wanted a woman whose partner has a spinal cord injury to ever feel alone again.”
Pauly said that although there are many activities at rehabilitation centers for injured people, she noticed there wasn’t a community group for their partners.
So, the women started an Instagram profile in November 2017, where they shared glimpses of their lives alongside their paralyzed partners. Pagé shared what it was like honeymooning in Rome, Barcelona and Amsterdam with six suitcases and a 300-pound motorized wheelchair. Pauly posted how she went to her boyfriend’s wheelchair rugby games followed by drinks afterward.
Their Instagram page highlights a new story each day of a different woman’s experience being in an inter-abled relationship.
“We started this with the goal to just connect with other ladies in Vancouver,” Pagé said. “We’re the only ones who understand our situation. Our friends don’t get it. Our families don’t get it.”
Partners living with a person with a sudden spinal cord injury often struggle to regain a well-functioning life, according to a 2011 study by the International Journal of Qualitative Studies in Health and Well-being. Research showed that partners experienced much distress and appreciated the support they received, but they felt they were mainly left to manage the difficult emotional and physical tasks on their own.
At first, the WAGS of SCI’s following was small, with just a few dozen when the the page began. Then, on Valentine’s Day of this year, Garrett Greer, a World Series of Poker player and quadriplegic, posted on his Instagram account about how the group inspired him.
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Happy Valentine's Day!!! - My #WCW goes to Wives and Girlfriends of SCI FOLLOW @wagsofsci to support these amazing women! This is a network of women sharing the battle against a spinal cord injury by sticking with their men who suffered a SCI. These women inspire me! - #HappyValentinesDay #ValentinesDay #SpinalCordInjury #Quadriplegic #SCI #Inspiration #LoveConquersAll
After Greer’s post, thousands of women worldwide with partners in wheelchairs started following them.
The women ask one another questions, such as whether it is safe to have unprotected sex with a partner with a catheter, how they separate the role between being a caregiver and girlfriend, and how they deal with bouts of depression. Their posts also show the more humorous side of dating someone in a wheelchair, such as being able to ride on their partner’s lap when their feet start hurting from wearing high heels.
In several posts, the women talk about finding a “new norm.” For example, they discuss the hours spent at physical therapy and doctors appointments but also doing activities that they did before their partner’s injury such as going to the beach and NFL games. One woman said, “The only disability in life, is a bad attitude.”
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💕Today’s Inspiring love story comes from @kurashley 💕 “Kiel and I started dating 4 years ago. We met through friends- and started our relationship over a date of pizza and wine. 11 years ago, Kiel sustained a C5 spinal cord injury at age 14 during a football game. He now works full time, and works to positively impact others’ lives by sharing his story. His outgoing, humble personality and free-spirit ways led him to the success and independence he has by never backing down. Two years ago, we moved in together. Kiel and I have grown, and fallen in love time and time again. I look at him, and I find myself in awe. I simply can say, that I adore him. We have good days, and bad days but always look to find the silver lining. Kiel always refers to the idea of "the only disability in life, is a bad attitude." I can honestly say, Kiel has led me to believe that there is always something good in life, and it truly can always be worse. The wheelchair does not set us back, or keep us from doing what we want. Instead, it gives us the challenge to find a way. We travel, go to the beach, go hiking. It may be different, but we always find a way. Kiel with his "can do attitude" and an outlook on life that "it can always be worse"- remains to be evidently true. He has brightened my world, and made me truly look at life differently. When I look at Kiel, I don't see the wheelchair, I see his perfect smile that can light up a room. I see a man who holds and supports me when I am broken, yet celebrates me when I succeed. I made the decision to go back to school and follow my dream to obtain my nursing degree. As I am in school, Kiel is my right hand, and number 1 supporter. He motivates me to be a better person. He makes me laugh when my days seem bleak and I feel at the end of my rope. He reminds me that I am not on this journey alone, and together we can do anything. Our relationship is not perfect, but together I believe we are perfect. We both bring an equal balance to our relationship. He is the love of my life, I truly could not imagine my life without his love. So, while some days may be more difficult, or hold more “obstacles” together we find a way.”
In the comments of the posts, the women often are praised for sharing their love stories.
Charisma Jamison said the WAGS of SCI community has been invaluable. The 24-year-old started dating her boyfriend, Cole, in December after meeting at a rehabilitation center in Richmond, where she was working. “He slid in my DMs,” Jamison told The Washington Post.
Cole was paralyzed after a diving accident when he was 16. Their relationship raised questions for Jamison’s family.
“My family loves Cole and are very supportive, although there were some concerns when we first started dating,” she said. “The group has helped me prepare for certain things and situations.”
Jamison recalled a time in February when the couple tried meeting up with her friends at an arcade bar, but had to leave because the crowded area prevented Cole from moving around in his wheelchair. On the couple’s YouTube channel, Roll with Cole, they shared that sometimes people stare at them in public or leave them negative comments.
“There’s going to be people out there that have a strong opinion about our relationship, but that’s their problem not ours,” Jamison said. She joked that she wants to be on a beach in Tahiti pregnant with triplets with Cole by her side.
“There’s times I get really frustrated, but the women are always there to give me advice,” she said.
About 5.4 million people have a form of paralysis, according to the Christopher & Dana Reeve Foundation. Although spinal cord injuries can happen to anyone, about 78 percent of new cases occur in males. Men are more likely to take risks and play sports that cause SCI. The incident rate of SCI is highest among people between the ages of 16 and 30, according to the National Spinal Cord Injury Association.
The WAGS of SCI’s Internet connection has spawned meet-ups around the United States, Canada and abroad. In August, a group of WAGS of SCI members got together in Sydney at the Wheelchair Rugby World Championships.
Most of their followers are women between the ages of 25 and 35 but they recently had a 16-year-old high school girl contact them for advice after her boyfriend became paralyzed.
Pagé and Pauly said they also receive messages from paralyzed men who say the group gives them hope that they will find love one day.
Relationship coach Laurie Davis Edwards told The Post that the WAGS of SCI are “empowering.”
“For something like a spinal cord injury, the way that you connect physically just may not look like the way that you connected with people before,” she said. “There’s an opportunity to get creative and create a deeper connection than what you had before with someone.”
It’s the beginning of what has been an unexpected expansion of what it means to be a WAG. And the women leading the initiative hope others can see what they see and fight for their partners.
“Love is love, and just because you’re in a wheelchair does not mean you’re not worthy of love,” Pagé said.
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