One Woman's Story of Hurt and Help

By Shankar Vedantam
Washington Post Staff Writer
Friday, June 16, 2006

Hilda Anyanwu was 16 when her high school in the Bronx organized a screening for suicidal behavior in 1999. It was the start of a journey that would lead her to confront the traumatic sexual abuse in her past and, she said, help her change from a loner to a gregarious young woman.

Anyanwu's story illustrates many of the reasons proponents say screening of teenagers is valuable -- but also why it draws questions from critics. TeenScreen, a program developed by Columbia University researchers, placed Anyanwu in contact with The Washington Post.

At the time she took the survey, parents were not required to sign a consent form, something that TeenScreen says it now requires all schools using the program to mandate. As Anyanwu's case shows, however, asking parental consent can produce complications.

The survey Anyanwu filled out asked whether she was suicidal, was depressed or had experienced traumatic events. On the basis of her answers, she was selected to take a more in-depth questionnaire. At one point, she recalled, she became upset and wanted to stop, but she stayed because she had been taught to obey her elders.

She was then referred to a counselor, who sent her to a psychologist in Manhattan. For this, she did need her parents to sign a consent form -- and Anyanwu had not told them about the abuse because she had feared they would not believe her. In an interview, she said an older cousin in Nigeria had abused her from the time she was 8 until her family moved to New York when she was 13.

Anyanwu said she rushed her father to sign the consent sheet without looking at it and began therapy. At times, she was prescribed the antipsychotic drug Risperdal, the antidepressants Zoloft and Paxil, and lithium, which is often given for bipolar disorder. She was even hospitalized a few times, she said, once for cutting her wrists and attempting suicide as she wrestled with painful memories.

When her therapist eventually pressured her to tell her parents what had happened, her mother took her side but her father refused to believe her, Anyanwu said.

But the screening and the treatment changed her life for the better, she said, adding that she is glad TeenScreen and her therapists persuaded her to participate.

"I wanted to be in denial," she said. "Without the people to dig in, I would never have been able to verbalize my isolation and tell my story. My getting angry was part of the healing process."


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